BROKEN

I act like everthing is fine . I laugh at people jokes , I do silly thing thing with my friends and I act like I have a carefree life , it's funny though . When I come back home, i just turn off that mental switch . Then suddenly i break down , i feel alone, empty , tired , i cant exactly describe how i feel into words . It's like i have 2 different me's . One for the public , and one for myself. Only if they knew . Only if ..